I’ve been under a huge amount of stress lately yeah, you may see me laughing as if I’m happy with my life but actually, ugh, I just can’t describe the feeling and didn’t really notice that I had gotten out of the habit of eating regular meals. It might sound strange but until all of my clothing started getting loose I just didn’t realize how much weight I had lost. I know this isn’t good for me since I’m already skinny and it’s something I’m trying very hard to correct but it’s difficult since I simply don’t feel like eating and have to force myself both to remember and then to eat food that I don’t want.

This really is not a problem I ever expected to have since up until this past month I always loved food, loved cooking, I just can’t figure out a way to force myself to eat enough when my stomach is in knots from stress. :\